I had no post scheduled for today. I was just going to let it slide. It made sense to slow my pace a bit.
However, I need prayer. I am in pain. No, it’s not labor pain…that would be welcome. Modesty keeps me from telling EXACTLY what kind of pain this is, but suffice it to say I have never been in this much pain outside of transition in labor–in which I knew I would be holding a little one soon. The pain I am feeling now feels futile to me and difficult for me to bear. To be perfectly honest with all of you, I would gladly go into labor this very second for the sole reason of being able to get an epidural to stop the pain I am feeling.
So, I am crying out. There is really nothing left for me to do. God knows my every tear, my every painful moment. He knows the timing of this little one’s arrival as well as He knows every hair on this child’s head. He knows I don’t feel like I can keep going. He knows whether or not my doctor will be able to squeeze me in today and whether or not there is anything more she can do for me. I continue to cry out to Him moment by moment.
I am so grateful to all of you who are already praying. In fact, I am even rather leery of saying anything here for the simple fact I feel like I am forever fussing…something I’m not used to. So, I am humbling myself and asking for your continued prayers. Prayers for the pain to cease. Prayers for stamina. Prayers for this precious little life waiting patiently inside of me.
Thank you all so much.
Jess says
It is so very humbling to be in that state. My prayers are with you, thankyou for allowing me (and others) to serve you in praying for you! I know how hard it can be to ask for help
Clara says
The Lord will hear your/our prayers. Praying He helps you moment-by-moment and that your little one comes soon, and safely.
Annie @ Beauty in the Surrender says
I am and have prayed for you this morning. ?
Judy says
Prayers going out. Please keep us updated. I would think the doctor would get you in with this kind of pain.
Kristie says
I am praying for you. You have not been whining. Pregnancy is hard. You are doing great. It will be over very soon and then you’ll forget about how much pain you were in. I will keep praying for you throughout today! Hang in there Mama…you are doing good!
Nicki says
Amy,
Praying for you! This new little life is so lucky
to have you as a mommy! May our good Lord cover your body in peace.
Love,
Nicki
Tracy @ Hall of Fame Moms says
Praying already, Amy! Hang in there.
shelley p says
Dear Amy,
Praying that you may get relief for this pain and may have your littlie safely soon…praying for you and the family.
Blessings
Shelley p
from over the pond
Village of Moms says
Oh Amy, you break my heart. Don’t feel bad for grumbling. Though not ideal, it happens even in the Bible. I’m so happy you posted it, as I am confident that God will answer your prayer (as well as all of ours). I will continue to pray for the safe delivery of your little one and patience and peace for you. Now I will add relief from this pain. {{HUGS}}
Here are a few verses I found today. Maybe one will help you…
As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you. (Isaiah 66:13a)
When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears, and rescues them from all their troubles. (Psalm 34:17)
My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest. (Exodus 33:14)
The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms. (Deuteronomy 33:27)
Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. (Psalm 61:1-4)
When I called, you answered me; you made me bold and stouthearted. (Psalm 138:3)
Grace says
Praying for you, friend! Hebrews 5:8 comes to mind right now…praying that this wouldn’t just be a time of pain, but also of great learning and understanding!
Love you!!!
Kristi Norhcutt says
Have been praying, will continue to pray. You are an amazing woman, wife, mother, daughter – you conquer everything with grace and spirit – you are NOT forever fussing. Waiting anxiously to hear the news – we can’t WAIT to meet your little person!!
Amy Larson says
If you are feeling severe abdominal pain that is not contractions you should go to labor and delivery to be evaluated immediately (and/or if you are feeling less fetal movement than normal). (I used to be a labor and delivery nurse). Hang in there!
Kelly says
Delurking to let you know I am praying for you today. May your loving Heavenly Father provide you with all you need during this difficult time.
Blessings~
Mel says
Praying!!!
Marla says
Oh sweet Amy, my prayers are with you. I’ve been a reader for at least 2 years and rarely, if ever comment, and I so enjoy your blog. Hang in there!
Laura says
Poor babe I am so sorry I have been and will continue to pray for you!
Abigail says
Hello, I am new to your blog, I was only introduced to it about two weeks ago. I have been so touched by your story, your heart for God and your heart for all of your blessings it has on more than one occasion brought me to tears. Thank you for what you are doing on here! I am blessed to be a Mama of five so far. You were on my heart today and I didn’t for the life of me know why so I got online and read your blog, I am sorry you are in pain and you are most certainly in my prayers!
I look forward to reading about how life changes with your newest blessing!
Abigail
Candice says
Praying for you, Amy! Maybe by this time you are already in labor…! 🙂
Missy says
praying
Lynnea Williams says
Hi Amy,
I just generally lurk about on your blog, but I am anxiously awaiting the arrival of your little one. I am praying God’s comfort, peace and rest for you tonight.
Lynnea
cindy says
Praying that you get relief and your little one decides it is time! I have 7 kids of my own. I remember those last days and they can seem to last so long! May God Bless You and Your Family..
Tanya - Lilyofthevalley says
You are in my prayers, Amy! ((hugs))
Anita says
Praying for you Amy!
Charity says
Amy, I am praying for you. Never hesitate to ask for pray that is what we are all here for.